When things go wrong, my first thought is: "I was being too happy and too excited. So it is my fault because I was too happy". Isn't this crazy? I believe this came from my grandmother who always taught to expect the worst and then be happy if the worst doesn't happen. Heh, nice way… Continue reading I don’t need roller-coasters. I have my life for that.
Ya know, this is a new territory for me. I still can't believe how safe and good I can feel with a man. I feel I escaped psychological domestic violence, although there was never violence. But now I am like a hurt animal who can't believe how nicely a man can treat me. How crazy… Continue reading When “me” becomes “we”
No man knows what does it mean to wake up in the blood bath and wash your bed sheets while you are still groggy and need few more hours of sleep. Coffee? No way, it will cause you roll in pain even more.
I feel like I am recovering from a weekend spent in sickness... When you have no job, weekend's definition disappears, but this time it hit me hard like a bronchitis with fever, cough and zero energy, this time, emotional energy. Suddenly I have no goals and nothing makes me happy. There's nothing in the world… Continue reading Loneliness is a disease
After I quit the crazy diet, I satisfied my chocolate cravings. And later satisfied them again. And again. What I noticed after that was pretty amazing. Eating "cleaner" for just a few days helped me notice the negative effects on my body so much easier. I am more "in tune" with my body, I hear… Continue reading I had sugar and now I am tired. Random lonely Thursday thoughts.
Regarding my 28 day body reset challenge I start my diet today! It's Saturday. For most it would be crazy, but not for me. It was perfect. I made wonderful dinner for myself and my lover last night, which closed a nice chapter of foods I am sort of used to, but more often experimental. I don't… Continue reading The detox diet. Week 1.
I always had this thing that I can't imagine eating spaghetti or fruits for breakfast. Well, it's fine if I have leftovers and don't want to think much. But if I am making, it is real breakfast food: healthy, filling, goes well with coffee or black tea. So it became quite tricky when I accepted… Continue reading Breakfasts
Healthy, simple, cheap, vegetarian, sugar-free, dairy-free, gluten-free* recipes, that does not require any special equipment, or hand-job (yeap) is enough. Tough crowd, right? I suddenly became pretentious hipster. Sorry, I will keep my nose indoors during my diet. P.S. None of the pictures or recipes are mine. I found them all on google or somewhere… Continue reading Main meals
This was one of those common mornings when you kinda feel rested but can't make yourself do anything. So I spend my time surfing the web because I am still jobless in London. Somehow I end up in Blogilates website and find the challenge for 28 days body reset that is supposed to clear the… Continue reading 28 day body reset challenge. Intro.
There are things you can't tell your mom. Things you don't want to openly share with people you know but don't really care about. Sometimes you need a ground you can be honest without filtering your thoughts hoping that one day those thoughts will pour out of your mouth without feeling guilty about them.